But as the day drifted into night for some reason things didn’t feel quite right that night
I first began to feel a bit numb just going through some very simple motions of daily life
Then this feeling of detachment came over me a detachment from the world around me and it only got worse from there
I seem to have become a guest in my own body looking at this world that I became detached from through someone else’s eyes
The world rushed by me spinning all around me as I was caught up in it’s twists and turns
Memories faded in and out
Faces smiled some frowned
Voices calling out to me to come
It felt like hands and arms touching me trying to pull me in all different directions
Where would they take me if I would follow?
I was too frozen in some type of time lapse to be able to turn my head and look around
It was all darkness except for a far away glowing center of light
Strange thoughts entered my mind
My vision blurred
I was sinking in something
That numbess gave me no pain
Did this all make sense?
What was this genderless being that I was looking at?
Who had entered my home uninvited!
As I came to realize this was Death and showed itself to me but did not take me with it
I saw something in the center of a fading darkness perhaps a person a family member that had already past on I’m just not sure what it was and with that vision my numbness began to disappear
A calm settled over me
It wasn’t my time but I think I came close
This became a reminder to me that there is something more on the other side of life ♠